My Own Disorder Lyrics

Poem
Hey you failed and now you have to pay
for everything you got against me.
Inside my hate and my regret
for let your will to overtake me.
Fed up! fake excuses no more,
kill you for my sanity.
I hear your screaming and your cry,
I'm planning now my saviour's revenge
again, afraid of myself.

God, my soul is weak
it took so long for me to learn
that it was wrong to hide between
two minds that live for a kill.
Now my body feels safe
I'm trapped in my own disorder.

Take my wooden heart,
my differences, my empathy
and lock it up behind the bars
I wanna breathe what you feel.
Now my body feels safe
I'm trapped in my own disorder.

Wait for my death to bring the most
of agony and terror to you.
Raving pain, erosion of my soul
the key to hold me trapped inside you.
Failing, steal away my control,
relieving pain once again.
I hear your screaming and your cry,
I'm planning now my saviour's revenge
again, afraid of myself.

God, My soul is weak
it took so long for me to learn
that it was wrong to hide between
two minds that live for a kill.
Now my body feels safe
I'm trapped in my own disorder.

Take my wooden heart,
my differences, my empathy
and lock it up behind the bars
I wanna breathe what you feel.
Now my body feel safe
I'm trapped in my own disorder.

Now you're breathless for me,
my vengeance to you is disorder.
Don't cry it's over.