Sequels, Remakes, & Adaptations Lyrics

Spanish Love Songs
[Verse 1]
Well, these are dark days
When I'm staring at a mirror in the corner
And I see both sides of who I should be
A heritage, an excuse, or a black spot in my blood
Like a shooter in a dark room waiting
I don't want to let him out
Because I'm afraid of what he'll do
It's got me worried

[Chorus]
Am I the one? Hate more than love?
Imploding, killing my brothers

[Verse 2]
So, please don't judge me for the failure I'm gonna be
I don't want to leave this couch, I'm afraid to go to war
So I stay inside and I f*** myself blind
But I want to know if we've been promised so much more
Then how do I get it?
Nothing's ever really worked out this far
I'm well past the point of giving up
It's got me thinking

[Chorus]
That I'm the one, hate more than love
Imploding, killing my brothers
I'm the one, hate more than love
Imploding, killing my brothers