Too Old for Drugs Lyrics

Symphony of Distraction
The drink's no longer helping now
And I'm too old for drugs
My a** is wearing out the couch
My feet glued to the rug
I swear that I have tried to move at least a million times
But there's nowhere to go

Except further down into a head that I don't want to be in no more
It just shouts, "let's be done with this"
And it's getting so hard to ignore

Nobody is going to call
Haven't seen a soul for days
Trying to will these walls to fall
Or for the roof to cave
I swear that I've thought about reaching out a million times
But I don't and so I go

That much further down into a head that I don't want to be in no more
It just shouts, "let's be done with this"
And it's getting so hard to ignore now

The train tracks by my apartment are starting to look like an opportunity
To rid myself of all that I've felt and finally be set free
Free from everything
There's so much that I can't ignore no more